where did you go?

being away from home is nothing new to me.

however, i seldom feel lonely.

this is mainly because, when i wake up every morning, i know that i am being surrounded by people who shares a common goal. In SSP, KYUEM and even in Junaco Park, (almost) everyone was selfless. the word 'I' seems so alien as it was always the word 'we' or us weaved into sentences.

but i dont have that feeling here in Nottingham. and it is such a disappointment . its not just 'them' but it is also me. never have i cultured the feeling of hatred in my heart. but right now there are so many people who i just cant stand!!! and they are lovely, but.......

one of them is so bloody annoying. i dont even feel like seeing that person ever again.

and a bunch of people are just so disorganised. i mean, come on. u volunteered to do something, so better do a good job. and quit being so fickle minded, especially those on top. and learn to appreciate what others are doing. dont take people for granted. we are not ur slaves u know. we are human too. do u think ur the only one who has a life?? changing ur facebook status everyday, saying ' i cant wait for this to be over so that i can get my life back'. this is when sha and i cakap 'ngeng'. hehe

i am sooooooo lucky to have sha here with me. and some new faces who i look forward to seeing everyday.

hence, it is no wonder that i look forward to every opportunity to get together with my SSP and KYUEM friends.

especially my wonderwalls.

i dont normally do this but i made a cover of 'moon river' specially dedicated so those who are so close to my heart.

because only with them, i feel belonged.

* we are after the same rainbow's end

i am waiting round the bend

my huckleberry friend

moon river and me*