profanity

swear words come out from my mouth whenever something bad happens, mostly when i realise that i've done something wrong. but what i just realise is that swearing in its own is a sinful act, till jean informed me about it a few days ago. haih, what an irony. so, why do i swear in the first place?? is it suppose to make us feel better. well, perhaps that is the desired effect, but... owh, well. i can go on and on.

here is the thing. i've hurt someone's feelings just a couple of minutes ago. i realised that i have done something horrible. but for the first time, no swear words came out of my mouth. is it because i sincerely feel bad for hurting her feelings? or is it because finally, i will stop swearing. i dont know.

anyhow. entahla. just felt like blogging. dont feel like keeping a diary anymore. most of the time, i write in my mind anyway, store my thoughts in thing underused brain of mine. owh well. quote iffy. ape2 je lah.

btw, i'm sorry aimi. never meant to hurt you.