where did you go?

being away from home is nothing new to me.

however, i seldom feel lonely.

this is mainly because, when i wake up every morning, i know that i am being surrounded by people who shares a common goal. In SSP, KYUEM and even in Junaco Park, (almost) everyone was selfless. the word 'I' seems so alien as it was always the word 'we' or us weaved into sentences.

but i dont have that feeling here in Nottingham. and it is such a disappointment . its not just 'them' but it is also me. never have i cultured the feeling of hatred in my heart. but right now there are so many people who i just cant stand!!! and they are lovely, but.......

one of them is so bloody annoying. i dont even feel like seeing that person ever again.

and a bunch of people are just so disorganised. i mean, come on. u volunteered to do something, so better do a good job. and quit being so fickle minded, especially those on top. and learn to appreciate what others are doing. dont take people for granted. we are not ur slaves u know. we are human too. do u think ur the only one who has a life?? changing ur facebook status everyday, saying ' i cant wait for this to be over so that i can get my life back'. this is when sha and i cakap 'ngeng'. hehe

i am sooooooo lucky to have sha here with me. and some new faces who i look forward to seeing everyday.

hence, it is no wonder that i look forward to every opportunity to get together with my SSP and KYUEM friends.

especially my wonderwalls.

i dont normally do this but i made a cover of 'moon river' specially dedicated so those who are so close to my heart.

because only with them, i feel belonged.

* we are after the same rainbow's end

i am waiting round the bend

my huckleberry friend

moon river and me*

panda

all he said was a simple 'hi',

yet it sent shivers up and down my spine

oh NOOOOO

what have i done??

1. i feel cheated!! i got the dates of my flights mixed up. thank God I will not miss any classes or anything. so i will arrive Malaysia on the 25th of June at 1320 :). InsyaAllah. and I will return to the UK on the 17th of Sept. :)

2. i did not do my research first before i bought my ticket!! and now i am angry at myself. from the reviews i read online, Kuwait air is horrible. MasyaAllah. i remember not liking the seats in Singapore Airlines when i travelled to Jeddah and that is way better than Kuwait Airs. haih. and its not just the seats, but on board entertainment selalu rosak and security is really bad. like they dont care if someone uses their mobile on board.

i dont mean to sound like a spoiled brat or something but i simply cannot sleep on planes. maybe this time i will exhaust myself before departing or take a sleeping pill or something. next year, when and if i come home, i'll be sure to fly with MAS or EMIRATES. another 100 pounds is a small price to pay for a comfortable flight.

i just hope i arrive safely. keep reminding myself that i am going back to see my family. i know mom is really excited to have all her children home for raya.

i'm doing this for you mom, because i love you. and i miss you. and i know i have not been calling home for quite some time now. i'm sorry

pergi

i love this song!!! i think it is the sweetest goodbye song ever.

*kaulah laguku, kau irama terindah...kau pergi*

this song is for our loved ones who has left us.

and Al-Fatihah for Dida's grandmother who passed away 2 days ago. May Allah bless her soul.

Malaysia oh Tanah Airku

just bought my ticket to go back during summer. initially cam malas nak balik but when kak nadi told me that mom is really looking forward to her first raya with all of her children at home, i changed my mind.

but the ticket is friggin expensive :(. tapi, given that it will make mom happy, i guess its worth it.

and there are friends that i wanna meet like Ara and Fiqss and and I wanna visit my atok's and my cousin's kubur and i want loads and loads of raya money :)

oh, not to forget, shisha and belicious and nak minum that yummy cendol kat hartamas and trips to bazar ramadhan with my sibs!!!!

okay, bile fikir balik, it worth it to go back.

fellow Malaysians, see u on the 27th of June :D

Happy Valentines Day :)

today is V day, I'm not gonna go into how people claim that celebrating V day is haram etc etc. I just think that it is good that we celebrate the love that we share with others. it does not necessarily have to be your spouse or boy/girlfriend. it can be you pet, your siblings or your parents.

this year, i choose to celebrate V day with my Tort books. Location of our date- Library :).

I love this subject. learning it makes me a more responsible person. This area of law teaches me to whom and when i owe a duty of care, how the law defines a responsible citizen and how the law award damages to those who has been hurt.

alright, back to tort.

happy V day people and Happy Chinese New Year :)

dari mana?

today, I attended my first UNICEF meeting!!!

and suddenly the guy sitting next to me turned to me and asked me 'kamu dari mana?'

in my heart i macam' gler cool mat salleh ni boleh cakap bm'.

turns out he is from indonesia :)

so i told him, 'you dont look like ur from indonesia'

and he was like' dikit pun tidak?' while squinting his eyes. ahh, so adorable

and and when he speaks english, my Lord, he sounds like a local.

freaking HOT!! and freaking tall too!!

sha, him and I tried our best to converse in 'bahasa' but it turned out weird. haha

so his name is Affendi. i hope i dont forget that the next time i see him.

but bile fikir balik, i think he will forget my name. lol

cant wait for the next UNICEF meeting ;)

Nottingham Malaysian Night :)

Malaysian Night is one of the highlights of every Malaysian Society in the UK and Ireland.

and I am proud to promote Nottingham Malaysian Night

the details are as follow:

DATE: 6 March 2010

TIME: 6pm-10pm

VENUE: King's Meadow Campus, Nottingham University

Ticket murah je. 7 pounds without dinner :). and it think its 11 pounds with dinner.

Getting to Nottingham.

Coach: go to Broadmarsh Station, Nottinham

Flight: nearest air port is East Midlands Airport

Train: there is only one station in the city centre and its called Victoria Station

other attractions in Nottingham

I'm sure most of you dah datang mase notts games but u were stuck at the main campus only which we call university park. if u decide to come for the weekend, there are other attractions in notts.

shopping

we have 3 main shopping malls. if ur looking for high end brands, the place to go is The Exchange. For the masses like moi, there is always Victoria Centre and Broadmarsh Shopping Centre.

'touristy' spots

Notts' nickname is Robin Hood City. for a small fee of i think 4 pounds, you get to enter the castle. personally, i rase tak best pun kat dalam tu. so if u tak nak bayar 4 pounds, there is a HUGE statue of Robin Hood right outside the castle. u guys can camwhore kat situ.

there is also a man made cave in Broadmarsh shopping centre. for a small fee of 4.70, u get to go inside the cave. plus ade guide and they really 'act' their role well. i enjoyed exploring the cave.

wallaton park is the best place to go kalau tak nak bayar any entrance fee. its a super huge park yang amat lawa. nice place to just chill out.

Halal Food

there are a lot of halal kebab store in notts. we also have familiar names like Chicken Cottage and Maryland.

like any other town in the uk, ade jugak eat all u can buffet restaurant that serves halal meat and chicken. its called 'red hot' and its 7 pounds for lunch and 12 pounds for dinner.

so come to notts ya. if u dont wish to spend the night here, our neighbors are birmingham and leicester. its only like 40 mins away. i think. haha

hope to see u guys on that night :)

you deserve it :D

congratulations to shadidadidu for getting a first class average for sem 1

you've worked hard for it. you've earned it and i am so happy for you :D