hurdles!!!!

these are a few issues currently bugging me right now.

1. EXAMS!!! clearly taking 3 subjects is not easy as it sounds. to future a-level students, never ever combine 3 traditional subjects (e.g my current combination is History, English Literature and Economics). always take one non traditional one i.e sociology, law and psychology. if your college does not offer non traditional college (like KYUEM), i strongly advise you to transfer to another college. its true that universities prefer traditional subjects over non traditional ones but a combination would be fine.

2. BNM tercinta - i cannot make any progress with my university application because my beloved sponsor has not approved my university preference. not only all the good accomodation has been taken (thanks neo and sha2 for warning me), atm, all universities has the right to tarik balik their offer. wahai bnm, tidak cukupkah the lenghthy e-mail i sent u regarding the LNAT exams and the ridiculous and not to forget, late offer that i received from King's College. the only reason why i have not exploded is because i know mom & dad has retired and it would not be fair for me to drain their retirement funds to pay for my education. haih.

3. ironically, the third issue is my parents. i cant remember the last time i had a proper and civilised conversation with mom. they keep asking me to focus on my studies and push the unversity issue asside. dah berape kali nazu nak explain, there are datelines!!!! and regarding the sabah trip, daddy is reluctant to say yes because he does not consider backpacking and bouncing around sabah as a holiday. of all people daddy, you should understand the feeling of bliss and being at one with nature. you were the one who brought me camping when i was still in diapers and over the years we've supported u with ur hobbies from camping to birding to stargazing. not to forget all those times i 'volunteered' to participate in the anak yatim n orang asli activities. abang dapat pergi us after his IB, millie has been to medan and langkawi numerous times with yuya and all. nadi, well, nadi is nadi. why can't u let me go??????

ape2 je lah. i leave it to Allah. i am doing my best to remain calm and collected and stay focused in getting my 3 As. amin.