sweet dreams?

last night i had a really weird dream. there was definitely nothing sweet abt it. i woke up feeling tired and confused which made me think, when was the last time i experienced a sweet dream?

well, i can only recall one dream of mine which at that time i thought it was sweet. i dreamt abt aidil and me at the beach with a little girl which we called Suri. given that aidil and i are no longer together, so i guess the dream is not sweet anymore.

anyhow, it made me wonder abt the function of dreams. i mean what is the point of dreaming abt something but most of the time, they never come true. for example, i dreamt of going to kcl, of actively being involved in debate in college and many other things but none of them came true.

a few weeks ago, i reached a really low pont in my life where i fet like giving up. judging from my performance during the trial exam, i am definitely not ready to sit for my a-level exams. plus the thought of not going to king's further dragged me down.

but that was a few weeks ago. i feel much better now. it was not a sweet dream that helped me to bounce back. its reality.

attending nottingham's law school thingy last week was a really meaningful experience. how the allumni's described their life in nottingham makes me really feel like nottingham is the place for me. also, knowing that i will have mim by my side really lifted up my spirits!!!! now, i really feel that i have something to look forward to.

so yeah.

i know i'm crapping away. haha

ape2 je lah.

current tune: when u are near- carolina liar :)